Why has God given this to me?

I have lived the good life, been the good guy, lived how I think God would want me to.  There have been many times when I was without a job.  Durring that time with nothing to do I would ponder “what am I supposed to be learning?”

I don’t know if I’ve figured it out yet.  But I have come up with a theory.

From the moment I was born, I was supposed to be somebody.  I’m not a genius, I just worked hard and I’ve made myself into something.  

I still need to learn to be a nobody.  

I wrote long ago, I need to stop trying to be THE man and try to just be a man.  I am not Superman or Jesus.  I’m not here to save the world.  I’m not here to save my family.  

I’m just the guy sitting in the café window watching the snow, and writing a song.