Forgiveness

I told my psych doctor that I felt guilty that I haven't forgiven my former boss yet.  She says it will take time.  I told my current coworkers last Monday that I wanted to run him over in my car at Wal-mart (at Wal-Mart because I'm kind of sure you can get away with it there).  Just thinking about it has given me anxiety pretty much all week.  Thinking about my former boss makes me think about my former job and the people I worked with and all it does is bring back pain.

I think when I was fired it was like I got PTSD.  I'm in a really great place in my life right now.  I have my dream job and I'm making good enough money to not have to worry about it.  But when I get a call from one of my former co-workers I can't answer it.